Dawn of Souls

i turned 18 today. woo!! be happy for me!

guess what tomorrow is? anyone? come on! guess!!

whoooo, boy! for a while i was really depressed about graduation and all that....but when it actually got to it..i was really excited! okay.....last thursday is when it all started. i had graduation practice at 10 in the morning, so went to that. and the i slept the rest of the day, and then at around four i went to school, to leave for grad night, and OMFG!!!!! that was the best night of my life!!! sooooooooooo much fun!!!! and omg!!! these two guys that sat in front of me, they were like acquantices, and they kept wanting me to strip or have sex with this guy erik. i was like no no no no no!!! and they kept bothering me about it!!! but damn i had fun...well, i got home around nine in the morning on june 2. i got a shower and slept the day away, and then i went to graduation, and then after that was over i went to sober grad, which was over at our fair grounds. here in porterville is the only place that does this thing. what it is, senior and one guest get to go, and its like a big party. EVERYTHING is free!!! soda, burgers, ice cream, pizza, pretzels, ohhh!!! and they had pistachios!!! yum!! oh!! and they raffled off all kinds of awesome things, and then a car!! and my friend ericka won the car!!! she was SO happy!!! anyways, i got home aroud 2:30 in the morning. and my mom let me sleep in till one in the afternoon! she knew how tired i was. lets see, that was saturday, so that evening there was a get together at poor richards pizza of family for my graduation. and then on sunday, i was supposed to go to a party, but there was going to be lots of drinking and i am so not comfortable with that. one of the reasons for my being uncomfortable is that i wasnt going to know a lot of people. so i went to hang out with my friend max. i had fun over there. he was all by himself. and then monday afternoon, my parents went to go pick up my older brother from down south, he's been over in tokyo for like eight months. *sigh* i found out that he and his wife are having problems, and they are getting a divorce. i was upset, but no where near as upset when he brought home a "friend". the fucking bastard brought home his new girlfriend. im sooooo pissed at him. i didnt even hug him or talk to him. argh!!!!!! well, he left the next morning to go to missouri to see our older sister. he should be back on saturday....with his girlfriend.....im so disgusted with him....i dont even want to talk to him. anyways, im gonna go make some brownies...i need the chocolate.....