Dawn of Souls

i need some fuckig cock...and what really pisses me offf is when you see some one on here and their like hot and stuff and theyre all the fuck way cross the countyr..fuckin piss me fof

i finished my resume. wooo....now im bored....and my knee hurts...i havent posted in so long...but you know who hasn't posted in FOREVER?!!! Grete Samsa!!! shes making me mad!! j/k..i love you babe! but in my world...lets see..i have cap and gown and announcements...ehhhhhh....im really short on cash because i have to pay for the senior trip...i still need to take the damn entry test for our community college....ahhh!! *curls into fetal position* im so behind....so very...behind....you know ive noticed a pattern when i blog....lots of stress an none of the old me...

is today ^^ im at brandon's house with krystal and him of course. right now they are in his room doing who knows what....it sucks...i still have feelings for brandon...but i know he wont ever like me like that...besides hes head over heels krystal... V.V ive had a crush on brandon since like freshman year. but since this kind of thing has happened so many times...ill get over it...right now there is only a little bit of pain when i see him with her....V.V *sigh* but other than that im just hanging out. its cool i got permission from my parents to ditch today. they never did this kind of stuff when they were in school...i believe that from my dad...but my mom is another story... :P i think mom was a bit of a live wire in her younger days. shes only hinted at things she done (which include heavy drinking, drugs, and just general bad girl stuff)but i get the hint. i understand that they dont want me to be like that, and i never will be...i understand the harm and the problems that come with that stuff. anyways...graduation is coming up...june 2....lets see whats coming up? *thinks* not much until next month...thats when im sure ill get really stressed with all the activity going on..pops concert...grad night, graduation, sober grad night...college...supporting my self REALLY soon...forgive me if i go into convulsions...*twitch* eh, anyways...im out...