stuff that makes me me
*i wear my socks inside out
* i squeak a lot, and giggle for that matter
*i seperate the following food items: cake from icing, pizza from its toppings, burgers from its innards and anything else that i can think of.
*i HATE having my food touch each other
*im double jointed in my wrists
*i get up, shower, and get dressed a certain way. if i dont my day feels off kilter
*i cant have my bed in certain parts of my room, i either cry or go insane trying to sleep there.
*i like anime, particularly hentai ^_^
*some of the weirdest things turn me on
*im bi-sexual
*i dont believe in ANY god. evolution, and i dont question it
*i went to family therapy....and ended up cussing out the therapists....at 11 years old....dont need any damn shrink
*i believe in psychics, in fact im more psychic than most.
*ive felt and seen spirits
*i can talk to my deceased relatives with a deck of cards
*i like sleeping
*i like cuddling
*im an aspiring chef
*my gameboy is in my pocket (my parents think i have an unhealthy relationship with my inanimate objects)
*my back hurts
*my left foot can tell when its going to rain
*i like phone sex!!
*i have long canine teeth (the weirdo of my school is CONVINCED im a vampire)
*i just NOW got back from the store
*three days after i got my license i flattened my friends fence
*i have a condom in my wallet and in one of my cookbooks ^_^
*ive held a conversation with the following objects: my alarm clock, a pothole, my gameboy, my car, a rock, my hair, different shoes, and a jar of pickled okra
*i dont think i need therapy
*i hope i dont need therapy
*what is THAT under my fingernails!?
*i have a dark blue, \'97 isuzu rodeo (automatic)
*i say chicken ramdomly, anytime of the day, during any conversation, no matter how serious it is
*i have green eyes that change color (from blue to green) and they go with my mood
*im a daddy\'s little harley girl
*the bra that im wearing makes my boobs look good! ^_^
*my hair goes down to about the middle of my back, and i love it. its so shiny, and if i braid it it can be a weapon!! yaaaay!!!
*im ticklish in some odd places
*i have three cats, four dogs, one rat, 2 birds, and 2 horses
*my friend broke her nose one time when i was out riding with her (she ended up falling off, and getting under the horse....)
*i cried more than her, and she had to hold my hand on the way to the hospital
*i like fall and winter
*this is getting long....why are you still reading this!?
*i have three scars
*i like split pea soup...
*i think thats enough for now...
*oh, ya, i NEVER want kids....
im baaaack!!!
ahhhh....a weekend at the beach is SO nice. i just hung out, drove around, went shopping....so fun.
saturday morning after i got out of a HOT shower, i went outside (i was dressed) to brush my hair and it was so beautiful out there. my skin was was still warm, and when i stepped outside the wind was blowing gently and it felt like silk running over my skin. and then from the house you can see the ocean, and the sun was glinting off of it. it was so bright. ill be going back there around christmas time.
im happy though to be home, back in my own comfy bed!!
ohhhh, wish me luck!!
new book
If you've been meaning to join an online network or just freshen up your profile, today's the day. Your way with wit is extra alluring now, so come up with some funny, provocative bait and see who bites.
Thats my singles horoscope. i had one the other day that said "not to pout (even though your cute when you pout) if you arent getting your way romantically. do something to boost your love karma, itll make you feel good!"
anyways pretty much a good day. i got some new shoes for my choir concert on thursday. and a shirt. all black. woooooo....and while i was at the mall i checked out the book store. i love mangas. so, of course, i was looking at those. i found this one thats called the tarot cafe. it really cool. but there is one series that i really want, the pet shop. its about this guy "sells" special creatures for happiness. really cool series. google it to find out more.
spit bubbles
ehehehe, i found a new way to bug the crap out of my brother!! i was sitting there drinking a soda, and blowing spit bubbles, and he flipped out! he was yellin and screamin, and saying how gross it is. now i do it ALL the time, its cool! i can get em pretty big. wow, im proud of some of the stupidest things. like ummmmm (what else, what else...) ah!! my game bag. it has ALL of my gaming stuff in it. i LOVE my game bag. ohbob!!! i want a gamecube now! at first is was ya, those are stupid and i dont want one...and blahblahblah...but this game, Fire Emblem, is coming (or already has) out. that game is so awesome! i have it for my gameboy sp. and the graphics arent the best, and to have the chance to see it like that, on gamecube, i wouldnt wanna miss it.
oh, once again i say, its SOOOOOO nice to sleep in my own bed. its big and comfy and soft and and yaaaaaaaaaaa........
not bad for a saturday
today was pretty good. got up around eleven thirty. carpet was put in my room today!!! that was the best part about today. i havent been in my OWN bed since before school started (aug. 15) and i got a new bed. its so soft and big!! i had outgrown the twin size a LONG time ago. so now im really happy to have a bigger bed. i love to sleep, if you havent guessed that already. mmmmmm, and then i had pizza from poor richards for dinner. they have some of the best pizza around.
anyways, i think im going to go and enjoy my new bed.
ni-night!
*squeak!!*
i dunno...im bored. this girl today at school was wearing wings, but they werent like angel wings or anything, they were red and black and raggedy bat wings. i almost ambushed her and stole them...
eheheheheheh...pickle!!!!
i made tacos and spanish rice im my restaurant class. i love fridays. i can veg out in class, and we get to cook for ourselves in the restaurant class. but then again its one more day closer to my concert next thursday. its not THAT big of a deal, ive done concerts before, but nothing as good as this. high school choir is a lot more nerve wracking. but we are singing some pretty songs. the songs are; shalom!, and nature smiled, o del mio dolche ardor, and cantate domino. i think thats all of them...my favorite is and nature smiled. at one part we split into three parts (its hard!!) sometimes i get confused and try to go up with the sopranos and the 2nd sopranos (im an alto). but if i close my eyes and concentrate REALLY hard, i can do it!! yay!! and then it doesnt help that my choir teacher looks like the guy that i like. its makes it REALLY hard to concentrate. i end up getting the giggles really bad. he just looks at me funny and i pretend to cough or sneeze of something like that. (im laughing right now...) eeeeeeeeeehehhehe*tear* squeak!!
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siiickkk
i feel so aweful. the light hurts my eyes, my stomach keeps acting up, and ive thrown up more in one night than i have in two years....the only reasong im posting is because i just got a shower. so i feel minutely better.
i had a dream last night that i was a dinosaur, and that i went into someones house looking for a peanut butter and jelly sandwich............
ya
that avian flu scares me. i just did a research paper on the bubonic plague, and when this kind of thing crops up it creeps me out....i dont know why i posted it.....meh....now im starting to feel sick again...bye...
Bird flu case confirmed in Greece
ATHENS, Greece - Greece was on Monday carrying out further tests on a turkey detected with bird flu on an Aegean island to establish if it was infected with the deadly strain of the virus already found in Turkey and Romania.
If confirmed as the H5N1 strain which has killed more than 60 people in Asia, it would be the first case of a bird with the virus in the European Union.
The turkey came from a small private poultry farm of about 20 turkeys on the tiny eastern Aegean island of Inousses off Chios, the Greek Ministry of Agriculture said.
“The Center for Veterinary Institutes has informed us that one of nine poultry samples has tested positive to bird flu (H5) antibodies,” it said in a statement, adding that it was running further tests to "to verify the correctness of the analysis."
Bird flu comes in several forms but H5 itself is not necessarily considered deadly and has been detected in various parts of the world.
The European Union’s executive said on Monday it was preparing to impose a ban on the movement of live poultry and poultry products from the island of Chios.
The initial test result came as Europe attempted to balance moves to test for outbreaks of deadly bird flu with the need to reassure EU citizens amid growing concern about a disease with the potential to mutate and cause a pandemic among humans.
No human cases have been reported in Europe, but the World Health Organization said it was concerned European countries might divert funding and attention away from Southeast Asia which was the most likely ground zero for any pandemic.
Greece’s neighbor Turkey, only a few miles off Chios, has also detected cases of deadly bird flu as well as Romania, both of which have culled thousands of birds in the past few days.
Greek government officials said there was no need to cull any of the other birds but jittery neighbors and European countries on migratory routes stepped up testing of birds.
Romania recorded no new cases of bird flu after a mass cull of poultry on Monday in the Danube delta but was testing 12 swans found dead last week.
“The swans are suspect of having died of bird flu and further tests would be carried locally to see whether they are infected with the virus,” Marian Avram of the delta’s veterinary watchdog told Reuters.
No nation prepared, says U.S.
U.S. Health Secretary Mike Leavitt, speaking in Asia, warned that no nation was properly prepared for a bird flu pandemic and said the disease could spread.
“If one thinks of the world as though it were a vast forest, if there is a spark in the forest and you are there to see it, you are able to simply snuff it out,” Leavitt said, adding:
“However, if it’s allowed to burn for an hour or two hours, it often becomes uncontainable.”
The feared mutation of the virus into a form that is easily transmitted between humans is most likely in Southeast Asia, where millions of birds were culled to try to halt the disease’s spread, said Peter Cordingley, spokesman for the WHO in Manila.
The H5N1 strain first emerged in Hong Kong in 1997, when it caused the death or destruction of 1.5 million birds. Eighteen people fell ill, of whom six died.
It re-emerged in 2003 in South Korea and has spread to China, Vietnam, Thailand, Laos, Indonesia, Turkey and Romania. H5N1 has infected 117 people in four countries and killed 60, according to the WHO.
While the European Union appealed to countries to test dead birds, the EU center for communicable diseases tried to play down the threat to the public.
“The risk to human health, to public health, is minimal,” Zsuzanna Jakab, the director of the European Center for Disease Prevention and Control told a news conference. “It is conceivable, but minimal.”
'Ground zero is Southeast Asia'
Despite Romania’s assurances that no new cases had been found, neighboring Bulgaria was preparing a national crisis headquarters after stepping up border controls and surveillance of poultry farms and wetlands near its Danube River boundary.
Bulgaria, which also borders Turkey where H5N1 was confirmed among domestic fowl last week, has tested scores of dead birds.
In another main migratory route, Croatia had started testing dead birds found by citizens.
“There’s a lot of anxiety (in Europe),” the WHO’s Cordingley said. “The result of this could be that governments might focus on domestic preparedness and forget the fact that ground zero is Southeast Asia.”
The fight against bird flu in Asia is being hampered by huge differences in wealth between countries, health experts say.
Some countries still have no stockpiles of the expensive anti-viral drugs that could help limit a human pandemic and have poor public health infrastructure.
Swiss drugs company Roche said on Monday it was donating packs of its anti-influenza drug Tamiflu to Turkey and Romania and was stepping up production of the drug. Roche has already said it is giving three million packs to the WHO.
The United States has pledged $25 million to Southeast Asia to help fight the disease.
i loathe being woken up...
woooooooooo!!!!!!!
LET'S HEAR IT FOR LATE NIGHTS DOING LAST MINUTE HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENTS!!!!
i was so pissed at myself, right before i snuggled down to bed..it hit me oh...fuck...my bibliography!! i jump out of my bed scaring my brother and the dog...and i just finished it... i have a headache. *twitch* meh, my eyes get all fuzzy whenever i stare at the computer too long, i think my body is giving me a hint to go to bed..i guess ill take it...
g'night!!
c'est la vie.....
*tear*
my poor, poor baby. my dad put fuzzy (my chinchilla) down last night. it was a silent cry. :'(
anyways, the full moon is fast approaching. it drives me ABSOLUTLY crazy! i have no frigging clue why, but when i stare at it, i feel like i have to run around and howl at the moon. wait, i did that last night...it drove me insane. believe me, i swear im completely sane when the moon isnt fat. im starting to feel that ferel feeling right now..its past dusk and i can almost feel the moonlight...rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..........
i go now and romp in the silver rays of the night sun....
*twitch*
i hate it when songs get stuck in my head, i hate it when anything gets stuck in my head. except for ideas, but those are rare...very rare....ya...
im sad :(
my chinchilla is really sick and i love him thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much...i was holding him and he started to have a seizure. i cried. ill be really surprised if he lives through the night. i hate it when my pets die, but ive gotten better at not losing my head and crying like a banshee. the most horrible of pet deaths was when my horse died. i was home by myself, and he had been sick the night before, so just to see how he was i went to check on him. bleh, ill never forget the glassy, dusty eyes. and what was worse was we had to leave him in the stall for like 2 days to get a tractor. when we moved him, he was all stiff, and the SMELL!!! but it wasnt horrible, it was a sickly sweet smell. something deep down did not like that smell, the horrible rotty, sweet stench. (i feel sick now). *shiver*
thats all for me at the moment......
i JUST dont know
how to explain this feeling. its eats me up inside. that tickle down in my belly? it drives me insane, just thinking of you. i dont want to scare you, but thats how i feel. and those three little words i want to say. but i dont because i dont want to scare you away. i guess you could say im starved for attention. im ravenous for attention. *sigh* life goes on.....
anyways, thats been bugging the hell out of me today. overall a good day. my friends (they are all guys, so it was kinda outta the norm) were actually acknowleding me today. i dont know why i hang out with them. no i take that back, its because im more comfortable with guys than girls. i swear girls piss me off so much sometimes. they never shut up and...and...rrrraaarrrr!!!!! anyways, just another monday. well i was slightly more functional than most thanks to the 11 and a half hour nights sleep. meh, and hopefully tomorrow i can go get the cd that ive been wanting. its by switchfoot. dont know the name, but i only want one song, "stars". my favorite, makes me happy.
*my knee hurts, and its also a bad idea to put your hand into a stand mixer...just fyi :P*
~blarg!!!
meh
i took senior pictures yesterday. i looked a lot better than i thought i would. woooooo!!! i hate wearing makeup....
anyways not much else going on. hopefully charlie will be coming over tomorrow evening. *sigh* words cant describe how wonderful she is....^^ anyways, not much else going on, just posting for the sake of it.
got wood?
damn fire wood. had to haul a chord of wood all the way out to the way back yard (my house and its different dimensions) and because of that i have a bruised knuckle. and then we had to stack it. which wasnt too bad. there was some kind of party going on, and the mexican music was at its best. they played the macarina song in spanish. i wonder if my parents saw me and my brother out there dancing like idiots. oh well!!
ya, our house is pretty bare right now. i feel exposed. i felt like i would write more but aparently not....chicken!!!!
(ive lost weight!!)
~bleargh!!!
warm sun....and being naked
remember yesterday when i said i was in a towel? well, i forgot my clothes in my trailer so i had to go out there in a towel. eheheheheheh, do you realize how good it feels to just go walking naked outside. there was a light breeze and it wasnt to hot. so off came the towel! it was great! i might make this a habit.............
eh, we got fire wood yesterday. i hate stacking wood. but i do like cold winter night curled up by the roaring fire. i love winter. i hate being hot. bleh. (oh! i like the song thats playing. i dont know the name it goes;mississippe moon keep on shinin on me blah......hear some funky dixi land pretty mommma gonna take me by the hand. something like that) my room is soooo purple i need to take pics, of that and myself too. ill get the digital camera today. bababa-aba-aba-abaaaaaaa (im singing)
~lalalalllllllllllllllaaa aaaaaaaaaa!(here too)
