Dawn of Souls

hey!!! how is everyone.

im doing good. its been two weeks since the disaster, and i think we are going to move into our trailer. my dad says that the insurance probably wont cover another two weeks in the hotel. eh, anyways nothing much going on. taking a break from chemistry homework. we are learning about conversions and all the stuff. bleh, anyways just thought id stop by to say hi.

~Cheerio!!

sunday, august 14 2:30 in the morning we get home from az to find our fucking house flooded. thats why ive been gone for so long. sorry. we'll be living in a hotel for about another 3-4 weeks. yipppeee!!! not....

anyways, i got through the first week of school semi-alive. ugh, i can already tell im going to need help with my chemistry homework. i reall like choir, i learned that i can sing higher and faster than i ever thought possible for me. i feel pretty damn good about myself!!! english4 is all about notes and reading, just a really organized and uptight class. i like my econ class, i cant wait to learn about how to do my taxes. (im scared shitless when it comes to things like that. ya know things you have to do when you grow up) my cooking classes are crazy huge, but some people are being taken out. we start cooking next week. and then chemistry. i find out the second day of school that she used to be a nurse who worked with my parents a long time ago. kinda funny. some kids might not really think this of their teachers, in fact with any job-holding educated adult, but i just cant get over how smart they are. sometimes i can just feel their knowledge RADIATING out of them practically. and i soak it up as much as i can.

dad is starting up his shop tomorrow, well kinda actually. there is a poker run coming through town, and he wants to give the guys a place to go in case they have something go wrong. i might help him, i dont know.

anyways, have to go. ill try to check back in a day or so. i dont think ill be doing that much posting. but ill try to be on tblurt as much as i can.

love ya all!!!! and a special thanx to those who have been faithfully visiting every day!!!!! *muah*

~Cheerio!!

(This is a repost with the permission of Boomersangel)

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.


Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

just woke up from a nice nap and relized i havent bloged today. ive been making a lot of progress of my pokemon game. ive only stayed with six pokemon. and i must say im quite happy that i did. i hate having to worry about raising all the other weaker ones. my poor gameboy sp, its all scratched and worn in some places. as long as its still working i dont think i want a new gameboy. a whole lot of memories on that little square of hardware.

i wonder, what objects are you guys attached too?

~Cheerio!!

i got up at two thirty. oh, well. its not like anyone is here to repremand me. :)

anyways im sitting here in a towel, listening to country music. the towel is from hawaii. my parents went there on their 10th anniversary, three years ago. they were gone for a week. i stayed with my grandma. it was fun.

*sigh* nine more days of summer left until i go back to school. this is my year to shine though. im going to kick ass in all of my classes. its not to set a good example for my younger brother. i dont give two shits what he thinks about me. i hope he struggles, give him a freakin' wake up call about life. its for myself. last year in high school, and i want to dazzle everyone.

ok im going to go get dressed now....heheheh

~Cheerio!!

•How do people in wheelchairs have sex?

•Why do I get a killer headache when I suck down my milkshake too fast?

•Can I lose my contact lens inside my head forever?

•Why does asparagus make my pee smell?

•Why do old people grow hair on their ears?

•Is the old adage “beer before liquor, never sicker, liquor before beer . . .” really true?

Burning questions
Some of the burning questions answered in the humorous book include “What causes morning breath?” and “Why do beans give you gas?”

Goldberg says morning breath results from anaerobic bacteria, the xerostomia (dry mouth) or the volatile sulfur compounds (which are waste products from the bacteria). Other contributing factors to foul oral odor includes medication, alcohol, sugar, smoking, caffeine, and eating dairy products.

Beans contain high percentages of sugars that our bodies are unable to digest, Goldberg explains. When the sugars make it to the intestines, bacteria go to work and start producing large amounts of gas.

And if you’re ever bitten by a poisonous snake, sucking at the bite to remove the poison, as often shown in the movies and on TV is not only ineffective, but could lead to an infection.

Instead, the bite should be washed with soap and water and immobilized. The bitten area should also be kept lower than the heart. Medical help should be sought immediately.

And why do men have nipples?

While only females have mammary glands, we all start out in a similar way in the embryo, the authors explain. The embryo follows a female template until about six weeks, when the male sex chromosome kicks in.

Men, however, have already developed nipples.

couldnt think of a title.

dont really feel like posting.

im going to bakersfield on saturday with omar and max. woohoo!! crazy fun!!

anyways, nothing else right now. except i have a head ache. and my typing is making it worse.

~ache...

nothing much going on. except for some odd reason lately ive been semi-obsessed with my pokemon game. ill get over it soon, i go through game phases. its weird.

brian is staying the night tonite, hopefully he doesnt pee his pants again :)

~Cheerio!!

OMFG!!!!!

i was talking to my friend jacob, and hes getting married!! ohhhhhhhhh, i hardly knew what to say except for "uhhh, am i invited to the wedding?"
he just laughed and said what do you think? hes a year older than me, and its a really big step. but he says he really loves her and vice versa. i cant wait to meet her, she sounds really nice. i cant wait!!

~Cheerio!!

last night i went to a my mom's friends house to stay the night (her kids really like me and my younger brother) and we played a game. it was called "dark monster". basically, someone is blindfolded, spun around, and they have to find the people. you can run past them, even hit them. really fun. anyways, it was my brothers turn to be it, and i was sitting in front of a fan, cooling off, and when the lights went out, i ran down the hall. well, i guess i scared one of the kids cuz he screamed and fell into a fit of giggles that made him pee his pants. i flipped on the light, and there he was standing in the middle of the room. legs spread with this gigantic wet spot in his crotch. he was still laughing, and he was drooling. mouth wide open, stupid embarrassed look on his face with a long strand of spit hanging from his lip.

 

 

oh, ya, it was a fun night...

~Cheerio!!