Dawn of Souls

eh, here i am, back at school. i finally figured out how to post from school.

anyways me and charlie got back from the beach yesterday, it was sooo much fun. we found this awesome taffy shop over in morro bay. theres at least 70 different flavors. (i have about a pound of taffy in my backpack right now:)) and you can sample every single one! oh, and my mom got another tat. its another dragonfly, but this one is bigger, and you can see more detail.

(sooooooosuoperduperhyper excitedhappydance (in my head))

i get to see my older brother this weekend, the night before last he finally came home from the asshole of the world, iraq. i would see him sooner but he lives in port huenemi (pronounced y-e-ne-me). which is about three hours from where i live. i cant wait to see him! and when me an' me younger brother go to stay with him over break, hes gonna take us christmas shopping. (he was over there on christmas, so hes gonna make it up)

I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cherrio!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!

This weekend i get to go to the beach! and i can take charlie! i love going to the beach. next weekend my brother is coming home, i cant wait!

and then on spring break im gonna spend the entire week with him and my sister-in-law. FUN!!!!

AAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! !!!

Euro Trip is soooo funny, it was the part with the brother and sister making out. nothing much to write, lately oh well.

cherrio!

i dont feel good this morning.

at least its nice outside, foggy, cloudy, dreary, my kind of day. i need to get ready for school. :(

today was wierd.

i think i am partly psychic.

well last night, when i passed one of our towns save marts i had an image of me calling my mom. then it passed. well when i got out of the other save mart i went to, i realized i had locked my keys in my car, and i had to call my mom...

creepy...

then today in english, at the beginning of the period, i once again had the fleeting image of us getting a book to read in class. well, at the end our teacher gave us a book to read (the red badge of courage)...

creepy...

and since this morning ive been having these images of a certain episode of family, and lo and behold!! it was the one...

creepy...

well, i might creep me out but considering i am a gemini that was born in june, it makes sense. and that statement would make sense if you have a friend that was psychic. which i do.

STORY TIME!!!!!!!!

OK, i was staying the night at her trailer one time (shes 30-something i think) and we get on the subject of all that psychic stuff. and eventually i learned that her little brother's spirit still hangs around, the scary way though. i was sitting there watching tv, and shes sitting opposite me, smoking, and out of the corner of my eye I SEE A FREAKING FACE IN THE SMOKE!!!!!! i jumped and she asked what was wrong, and i told her and i described the face as a young boy...and she told me who it was. and later when we were talking, my entire right side went dead, for lack of a better term. chills BIG TIME!!!! i felt him.*shivers, tears running down face*

the, next day i had a lunch date with a friend of mine, and she was making fun of me because its a guy. anyways, she asked me what hes like, and i stopped and said "what do you think he looks like?" and she described him as if he was right in front of her. i was speechless of roughly five minutes.

she is truly an amazing person. bloggers out there, tell me of some of your paranormal/psychic/etc. experiences. just interested!

i went to go see constantine today. it was pretty cool. some of it i didnt get...oh well. the coolest part was when somebody with wings showed up.

Gabriel was cool...until she decided to help satan's son into the world to take over. then lucifer shows up... WEARING A WHITE SUIT!!! kind of ironic, but then again the angels had dark brown wings. anyways it was a good movie.

oh, after the movie i took charlie home and went to go get soda for my mom. well, right after i bought the soda, i realized there was nothing in my pockets. and that is where i keep my keys. i was like hoLY SHIT!!!!! so i called my mom, and at first she was mad and then she was just like "silly girl." rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rr...my mom and her pet names. anywas got the car unlocked,came home ate dinner, and now i am going to bed.

CHERRIO!!!!!!

Monday me and my friend charlie (aka michelle) are gonna go see Constantine! EEEEEEEEEEE! it looks like such a good movie, i believe the only reason i wanna see it is because it looks like someone has wings. since i was in like kindergarten, ive wanted wings. just think about it, wouldnt that be awesome!!

I still want wings. White wings, that fade into black tips. :) cool.

CHICKENCHICKENCHICKENCHIC KEN!!!!!!

such a good movie. i love the beginning, when they get to the house and it has the sun set or whatever and the vineyards, and the huge house, oh and that kitchen!!! That is my dream come true! I wanna be a chef, and today i am going to make dinner for my mom, brother, and his friend.

Le Menu:

Seared filet mignon with ranch mashed potatoes and green beans n'bacon.

Desert:

Mocha Peppermint Lave Cakes (my speciality)

I found out when you sear a piece of meat, you lock in the juices. What i like to do is sear it, after that cut slits in it and stuff it with garlic bay leaves, basically anthing that will go good with meat. Then i bake it until it is done to the taste of the person. The mashed potatoes are pretty self explanitory. With the green beans, i cook the bacon first, then put them into the cooked beans, (fresh beans of course), the reason i do that is because when you cook the bacon in the green beans the bacon doesn't develop any flavor, you can't taste it. oh and lots and lots of BUTTER!! that is the best thing for cooking! And then desert, i make the batter then the filling. i chill the filling until it is firm, then i fill four sake cups half way then put on the filling, then cover it up with more batter, bake and viola!!

C'est magnifique!

NUTHING TO DO!!!

AAAHHHHH...whatever. i get a four day weekend, i cant wait to sleep in. yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! !! oh ya i got a tamagotchi last saturday. hes sooo cute, he started out as a black blob, then a white blob, then a strawberry, and now a duck! today he made kissy faces at me and last night he was in a little tub for about an hour! and he has another tamagotchi friend, my friends tamagotchi! its the kind where you can do that connection thing. and since his is a girl we are gonna let them have babies togther! the guy who has the other tamagotchi, though, is the guy that i am foolishly in love with. whatever. Oh ya!! i took those who posted advice, and everyone loved my poem! I had to dig really deep in my box of stuff to find something good, and lo and behold! on of my old favorites! Let me know what you think! Here it is:

The young must grow old,

Whilst old ones grow older,

And cowards will shrink,

As the bold grow bolder.

Courage may blossom in quiet hearts,

For who can tell where bravery starts?

Truth is a song, oft lying unsung,

Some mother bird, protecting her young,

Those who lay down their lives for friends,

The echo rolls onward, it seldom ends.

Who never turned and ran, but stayed?

This is a warrior born, not made!

Living in peace, aye many a season,

Calm in life and sound in reason,

'Til evil arrives, a wicked horde,

Driving a warrior to pick up his sword,

The challenge rings then, straight and fair,

Justice is with us, beware. Beware!

happy late valentines day to everyone!!!

i got nothing for valentines day though, not even a happy valentines day from my friends. well, i hang out with mostly guys and the other girls havent been there lately, but oh well. anyways i have a request of everyone out there...please send me a poem of yours so i can take it to my english class! it would be greatly appreciated, even though i do write poetry they are absolutly positively so sad and aweful, i write about emotions. they are so stupid when i read them, but they were okay when i wrote them. anyways, PLEASE HELP!!!!!

cherrio!!

I CANT SLEEP!!

GRRRRRRRRR *dog looks up in wonder* go back to sleep!!! im listening to country. i just now thought of that song from kingdom hearts, simple and clean. its sooooooo sad me and my friend (the one that i really like with an obessesion) know the entire thing by heart, original and remix version. anyways i wonder if he would run away if he found out about my obsession. Just think, if we had kids together: HE: ADHD, ritilan taking, loud and obnoxious, game lover ME: game lover, hates kids.

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMM

how about no? ill just stalk him, hell never find out. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEheheh ehehehehehhe

ravensreign had surgery to day on her nose. (hangs head in shame) i feel soooooo bad. I BLAME THE HORSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!

anyways im watching shaun of the dead. its funny, im not really paying attention though. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww sad part (evil step dad turns out to not be so bad, then dies and turns into a flesh eating zombie,eehehehehehehehehe ehhe)

cheerio!!

nothing much going on. its  6:42 my time. i cant figure out how to change the time it says on my blog. oh, well. forgot to mention it, but my friend is ravensreign, the one who got hurt. anyways i have to go and get ready for another grueling day of my friends blaming me for what happened to ravensreign.

adiue

amy

I AM CRUSHED!!!

Well, actually my friends face is. Let me explain; we went out riding horses on sunday, on the way home we were lettting them run which is bad cuz they can get barn sour, the horse that my friend was riding kept wanting to go one way, and she didnt want her to go that way, she "over corrected" the horse and she lost her balance, she fell into a tree managed to get under the horse, and got her face stomped. It shattered her nose chipped some teeth, and got a lovely black eye. She said it didnt hurt, but yesterday she had a headache, and her teeth wont be fixed for maybe another month. 

THIS SUCKS SOOOOO BAD!!!!!!!!

mY BraIN is twitching

anyways chicken luv monster whoot whooshwhooshwooshwooshwho oshwhoosh eheheheheheheheheheheh&nb sp; brain is tired it needs nonesense i have my own herd of sheep on my computer, they have purple horns and they piss and eat flowers and fall from the top of the screen and right now one is walking, now rolling, across the top of this screen he fell he fell he bounced now they all sleppy, they play volley ball with each other one is awake right now and hell run into something invisible and bounce back and forth i told you my brain needs nonesense this is just one entire long sentence anyways its late and my brain needds to rebot.

cherrio!

Check out my new look!!! Black on Pink!

Wait didnt i say i was gonna go sleepy? Um, right, off i go then to sleepy

RaNdom moMenT: I AM THE LOVE MONSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAH!!!!!!!

Anyways, how is everyone! Well its like in talking to myself, so how am i! im good, my brain is fried i tell you! So many tests, my brain, is curled into a fetal position in a corner of my head sucking its thumb. (SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SUPER DUPER EXCITED HAPPY DANCE) MY brother obviously we cant leave you alone with a stapler is coming home from iraq on the 26th!!! Hes been over there for 6 MONTHS (SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOO SUPER DUPER EXCITED HAPPY DANCE) I GO SLEEPY NOW